last post of 2003 ^_^! bye all~
Mood: Excited!
Song:Thursday - Jet Black New Year
Song Lyric:
how long can we take this chance not to celebrate?
fucking doctors in mammoth can't even diagnose me if my rib is broken or not... they only gave me 20 vicodins but they pumped me with so many painkillers... it could've killed a small mammal... man this weekend was absolutely amazing fresh powder fun times had by all... i don't want to type the whole thing up so fuck you all my rib is probably broken... i doubt it though
apparently my body can't absorb the impact of falling 15 feet from the sky straight onto my back o_O!
fucking doctors didn't give me that much meds because i "was enjoying them too much"
hahahah roger wong is a funny guy... dipshit drove 40 miles the wrong way... you'd thinkt hat if you saw lone pine twice you'd figure out you were going the wrong way... crazy roger ^_^!
poor gavin dislocated his shoulder thingy... GG
team ride +rossignol + world industries was in full effect sunday... til i smacked myback
mark got his backpack caught on the ski-lift what a douche ^_^!
what an amazing weekend... just wow words cannot describe how amazing this weekend was
thanks everyone that looked out for me while i was convulsing on the mountain...
120 dollar cab ride to the hospital GG but it wasn't even placed on my bill GG NO RE MAMMOTH LAKES!!!!
man... just too fun... amazing... everything....
FRESH POWDER!!!!!!! fucking skiers get in the way and cut off snowboarders and look at us like we're the fucking assholes... i swear i'm gonna ram one of those fucks one of these dyas just for shits and giggles.... toobad i'm gonnna be out of comission for about a month AT LEAST!!!!! welp... see ya later
Mood:Bruised and broken....
Song:Straylight Run - The Tension and Terror
Song Lyric:
oh good... i just took some nyquil hopefully it will let me sleep so i can wake up feeling useless...
so yeah... last night i was writing/procrastinating as usual... it always seems that when i try to do late night status work i just stare at my monitor thinking about how i've completely fucked myself over in the long run.
lets see elementary school i was a good student honor roll and what not. junior high i was still an honor roll student then something in my head clicks and says "hey, you can not try as hard and still get B's" so yeah, my mind gets put into bum mode... and since junior high i've just been breezing through school without giving a damn about a thing. i absorbed all the knowledge and what not but i just didn't apply myself in school. didn't do the work, aced the tests. ended up with a 2.x at the end of high school, man i just copmletely fucked myself over.
now i'm stuck at a JC with less than 24 units under my belt. and its the end of my 3rd semester, wtf is wrong with me? what the hell is it gonna take for me to become motivated to actually try and do my best in school? i've been thinking aobut taking a semester break, but what good will that do me? maybe it will let me see that school is the right path for me. i highly doubt i'll take that semester break. it would be pointless. it would make me a lazier creature and more pathetic. a 19 year old doing nothing but working at mcdonalds... nice stereotypical dipshit. i'd love to see myself doing what i said i would NEVER do. man, its funny how things workout. i need something more in my life. beer, class, and work is getting old. beer is fun... but it only does so much for me. well i guess this weekend will be a change. i'll be in the mountains snowboarding so that should be fun... i haven't touched snow since last season, i'm way excited. i'm gonna kill it on the slopes. either i'll come back extremely excited for next week...which is mammoth and not care about my finals.... which i don't already. or i'll come back with a broken bone or two. i'm just glad that this semester is done with, i need to be put out of my misery and i need to be put out of this misery FAST. i need to figure myself out. i need to know what im doing with my fucking life. i can't just sit on my damn computer the whole time and try to find osmething fun to do on the weekends. that will get me nowhere just like it is now... im such a fucking bum oh well time to feel more worthless... i'm gonnasleep now bye all.
Mood: Worthless
Song:Armor for Sleep - The Wanderer's Guild
Song Lyric:
you should be downstairs with them, you're wasting your time again
listen I'm fine now, listen I'm fine now, listen I'm fine now
listen I'm fine now, listen I'm fine now, listen I'm fine now
I don't want to talk right now, thank you for your concern
well well well... lets see i'lldo this shit backwards...
Johnny is in his room downloading lolita porn... while listening to the neverending story theme song
my brother is in tim's room on tim's comp
tim and mobey are downstairs watching tv i think?
and jackson is mia...
its good to be home ^_^!
went to church today... met up with chu chu/johnny/tim at CB i didn't eat anything because uh.... i wasn't hungry
Wednesday night... hmm.... OH YEAH! right when i got home roger calls me and says he's picking me up... so he picked me up gg no re ^_^! i was picked up by roger, clayton, brady, cody, and merry an.
we took off to cody's and grabbed beers went to bradys and molly mormon herself was there with kaytie st pierre and megan datchler? spelling is wrong... i know it is but yeah.. we just kicked it thurr all night so after everyone lefted there we went to anthony martinez's
and that was my weekend... gg no re
it was a really fun weekend... lots of things not noted... kentos now serves fried rice and chow mein WTF?! too much has changed ^^ jk pls~ so yeah... gg all NO FUCKING RE!
oh yeah i added two new photo albums... feel free to check them out
Mood: Pooped
Song:From Autumn to Ashes - THe After Dinner Payback
Song Lyric:
This is because of you I don't believe
Tongue tied an institute of my relief
You're my, my reason to shame