October 28, 2003

She Burns!!!!!!!

wow, here's an actual update, who the fuck has missed this?! i know i have!!!!! for those of you that have been paying attention to the news in the last couple of days... you might have noticed that san diego has been on fire ^_^! and yeaaaaah one of those many fires was within 1 mile of our house in two directions o_O! so yeah... we packed up our shits and just chilled and waited til we actually had to peace out... luckily we didn't, but in the back of all our heads we wanted our pad to burn to ashes just so we could get out of our lease ^_^! but fuck it would've sucked to have lost my bed... our house smelled like a furnace the sky was fucked up and it was snowing ash all day long it was really amazing seeing the fires and what not, but it was an eerie cool look. it seemed almost apocolyptic the very first time we saw it... which was at 4 in the morning of sunday... we were driving home all belligerent and what not and we see this glow, as we get over this hump on the freeway we see its this fukcing fire, yeah we drive closer to our house, the fire seems like its a hell of a lot closer... so we passout thinking nothing of it, i wake up to ash and the furnace smell... it was insane... i go to work and see that the smoke has taken over the oxygen filled atmosphere. soooo yeah... i took off early because we heard the jack in the box down the street was on fire... so yeah i peaced out and yeah that's basically it... so we get home... the fire isn't anywhere near.. well its knda close but not close enough to where we thin it could burn our shit so yeah the night goes by mobey and tim go to 7-11 and come home saying the fire is close as shit we go outside and we see these big ass flames so we haul balls and pack like its no ones busniness so yeah... class was cancelled today and its cancelled again tomorrow ^_^! O-W-N-E-D so we went over to my bros pad at like 12ish because i had to unpack my car and shit... took a while but i owned that chitz
-_- so yeaaaaah took beer bongs and what not... we did taht whole rotation thing and yeah got some el compadres at the end of the night... that place is solid i like it a lot now... their sauce is better... its hotter than all shit, i love it... welp see ya later

Mood: Buzzed

Song: Finch - What it is to Burn?

Song Lyric:

Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still…

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October 25, 2003

I HAD BOOBIES IN MY FACE LAST NIGHT!!!!

i stumbled upon this article from this website right here i just copied and pasted for all you lazy fucks... i took the meat of the article so yeah... if you go to a show follow these simple unwritten laws and you'll be fine and you won't piss me off ^_^!

Dress Code

We’ve all seen “that guy” at shows. You don’t want to be him. As shallow as it is, the way you dress tells a lot about you. If you already look like a doofus there’s a good chance people are going to treat you like one. Read on.

Look down at your chest. Is there a band on there? If so, is that band playing the show you’re going to tonight? If they are, please take it off right now. Seriously. If you need further explanation, see the movie PCU.
Going along with that, no shirts of old bands at the new band’s show. Don’t wear a Jawbreaker shirt to a Jets To Brazil show, no Refused shirts to an International Noise Conspiracy show, no Minor Threat shirts at Fugazi shows. You’re still “that guy.”
Next, look at your feet. Can you see your toes? If so, it means you have flip flops (or even worse, high heels) on. If the show you’re going doesn’t involve seats and may involve any form of standing in close proximity, put on sneakers or boots. There’s a damn good chance your feet are going to get stepped on. There’s nothing funnier than a girl running out of a crowd with a pained face and flip flops in her hands. Common sense people.
Seriously, what’s the deal with the two belt trend? If you feel the need to wear two belts (for some dumbass reason), make sure at least one of them is going through the loops on your pants.
Unless you really are a squatter, leave your white t shirt with marker writing on it at home. It’s not funny or cool looking.
Wear your hat straight forward; not backwards, not sideways. Forward.
If your hair reaches your shoulders, wear it in a pony tail. No one wants your gross sweaty hair sticking to their already sweaty sticky face.
If you have a Mohawk, wear it up (weather permitting).
Look at rule number 1 again.
Skirts are generally a bad idea for girls. I don’t care if you want to hook up with the singer of Saves The Day, there’s a damn good chance you’ll be uncomfortable all night.
Keep your shirt on, no matter how sweaty you are.

The Dancefloor

Ok, here it is, your first chance to show your stuff on the floor. Good dancing can get you at least a little respect. Bad dancing makes you look like a chump. As a general note, you are at a punk rock/hardcore show. Be prepared to get hit/shoved/kicked/bumped into etc. DO NOT RETALIATE WITH FORCE (unless someone is intentionally hurting kid, and ONLY then).

General tips.
Know what kind of show you’re at. Dancing isn’t universal. You don’t dance to the Slackers the same way you would to Madball. Get a clue.
Watch the kids in the pit. It’s pretty obvious who knows what they’re doing and who doesn’t. Learn from them.
If it’s your first show, don’t get in the pit. Make sure you know your shit before you step out there.
Don’t spastically flail around in a small space slamming into people like an epileptic. That’s not what a “pit” is and you aren’t “dancing.” You’re being a jackass.
If a circle opens up, leave it to kids that know how to dance. Don’t charge in there and do jumping jacks or something equally stupid. Don’t slam into your friends like charging rams. Unless you plan on causing brain damage.
If you accidentally hit someone, apologize. It happens to the best of us, so be understanding (see tip h).
If you’re in a pit and someone falls down, help them up.
If you’re on the edge of the pit and someone accidentally hits you, don’t retaliate with force. Standing there opens you up to accidental physical contact with others. Take it like a man or move to the back.
If you find keys, wallets, watches, dentures etc, step to the edge of the pit and hold ‘em up. Someone should claim them fairly quick. Make sure your shoes are tied tightly
For God sakes, no air guitars!! The closest thing to this can be when an incredibly metal solo occurs you can wiggle your fingers (as if on a fretboard) and stare in amazement. If you keep this up for more than 5 seconds you deserve to have said fingers broken.
Look at the band on stage. Find their genre below.
Hardcore* – I’m not much of an expert on this yet. A few things I do know though. Learn where the breakdowns are. Learn where the two-step parts are. Don’t just slam into people, even if they are your friends. When you see kids kicking and punching etc, they aren’t trying to hurt people. You shouldn’t be either. Violence disguised as dancing isn’t “tough,” it’s retarded.
Punk – See what they do in the circle pit. Hop in and follow em for the ride. Learn when and how to finger point. Don’t just fingerpoint at anytime; learn when sing-a-longs, anthem parts and stops are. Throw that fist in the air. Punk rock is probably the easiest music to dance to.
Ska – Don’t “mosh” at ska shows. Learn to skank and have a good time. Keep it to the rhythm; don’t just kick your legs randomly. Follow the upbeats.
*3. Since hardcore dancing is often breeding grounds for many conflicts, I have

elaborated on it further here. Much of this information comes from Nate or Cochran.

a. If the pit is WIDE open, never, under any circumstances should you be kicking people on the side of the crowd. It doesn't matter if your trying to rep' how tough your scene is [or act like you are from a scene]. A wide open pit generally calls for going nuts and covering the whole open space, not border of the crowd violence.

b. If you’re not familiar with a scene, or its dancing, it's generally proper to observe first and make sure there aren't any factions that you should avoid hitting/dancing near.

c. Style helps, a lot, but if you are new to dancing, or just no good at it, do it anyway, but be nice about it and don't go bowling people over.

d. That lame ass jump up, back swing at the crowd thing. If this ever gets done to me, it's grounds for a fight. If you aren't part of a very large/terrible crew, you can't get away with it. If you are a part of one of these badass crews, and can get away with it, you don't belong in my scene. Go back to the Hatebreed/Slayer tour.

e. Variety. It's the spice of life. If you are dancing, and dancing frequently during one particular show, try to vary it up a bit. The exact same move, same pattern is lame after the first seven or eight times through. Throw in something different, or dance to a different part. This holds double if very few people are dancing, and everyone has to suffer through you doing punch/wind/punch/wind/kick for an entire set.

f. Flipping/cartwheeling...these are badass manuevers. They get props if tried, and respect if done well. Just don't do them in super small spaces where you're gonna kick someone in the teeth because you can't control your roundoff. Don't try cartwheels on sweatsoaked floors [ala the Church during a Kid Dynamite reunion set]

g. Two-stepping. There are about a billion different ways to do it. Who cares how you do it? no one, just as long as you have fun and stay on the beat

h. It's not mandatory, but you come off like you’re in the know you can two step/kickbox/stand with your arms folded during the right parts. This mainly applies to well known bands. There shouldn't be kids windmilling during a two-step part.

Crowdsurfing & Stagediving

If you feel the need to crowdsurf, know a few things: you could get seriously hurt and you could really piss people off. You better be ready to handle it.

If you weigh over 200 pounds, keep your chubby ass on the ground.
If you’re shirtless and sweaty (which you shouldn’t be if you read the first section), don’t crowd surf.
If you keep getting pushed to the front of the crowd and getting on stage, you aren’t cool. You look like a tool. Stay away from the front of the crowd. Quit surfing over and over and over. It’s not cool.
If you’re a girl, don’t wear a shirt that may pop off at any time. Unless you wanna expose yourself to hundreds of people and open up the risk of being groped (which definitely isn’t cool).
Make sure your shoes are tied.
No matter how much crowdsurfers are getting on your nerves, please do not try to take their shoes off. This is just as obnoxious as what they are doing to you.
Make sure there is music being played while crowdsurfing (or stagediving).

It’s hard to talk about crowd surfing without talking about stagediving. Many of the rules from that category can be placed down here too, so transfer them as you see fit.

If you can’t make it over the front row of people, don’t dive. Those kids don’t need your knee in their face. Get some air. Go off a monitor or another person (ie Big Bob at a Bane show) if you can’t get the extra air yourself.
Don’t dive feet first.
Stagediving is only valid when music is playing.
If you keep diving and keep getting pushed back to the stage, give up. Seriously.
If you get on stage you better be fully prepared to dive off.
Try and have some style. Flips and rolls are great.
Headwalks are cool but are usually not appreciated by the people upon whom you headwalk.

Singing along

If you really like a band, you’re most likely going to be inclined to sing along. This is understandable, we’ve all done it. But before doing it, consult this list.

Can you sing? You don’t have to be Tom fucking Jones, but you should be able to carry somewhat of a tune.
Do you have rhythm? Nothing is more annoying than the wiener screaming the words to some song in your ear to the beat that only he seems to hear.
Do you know the actual words? It’s better to not sing than to fake it and spend half the show mumbling. You don’t look like a jackass if you can’t (or don’t) sing. You do look like a jackass if you fake it. Marriages have ended for less than this.
When you fingerpoint, don’t slam the person in front of you with your elbow. I’ve done it and I usually feel like a jerk afterwards.
Rocking out/finger pointing looks stupid if you’re in the balcony or in the back of the room. If you really like the band get your dumb ass up front.
If the singer of the band has a very unique voice (ala Coheed and Cambria), think twice before singing along. You probably can’t sing that high, so if you can’t find the note an octave or two lower, just give up. I didn’t pay to hear your lame ass.
Going along with this, singers that perpetually give mic props to kids that can’t sing should be strung up by their mic cords.

Keeping venues open

We all know about venues that stopped having or allowing shows because too many kids were being jackasses. Follow some of these words of wisdom before you do dumb things at shows.

The following things are not “punk” nor are they “tough” :
fighting at shows
drinking outside of shows
generally causing a problem outside venues
pissing off the residents/businesses near venues
defacing venue walls (unless it’s a squat/punk house/warehouse/collective where this is encouraged)
destroying club/venue bathrooms
prejudice and bigotry. fuck off if that’s your thing.

Interactions with people

Just because I’m standing next to you in line doesn’t mean I want to talk to you.

Don't give me:
a. a demo that sounds like you recorded it in a dumpster
b. a flier for a show with 7 bands I have never, ever heard anything at all about
c. almost anything that your “street team” sent you
d. a zine without at least 10 pages of solid content.
Don’t ask me for:
a. a demo of my band
b. a cigarette
c. a lighter
d. an extra ticket (anyone scalping tickets at a punk/hardcore show is automatically an asshole)
Making out is completely inappropriate. Holding hands is questionable.
Just because you don't like a band doesn't mean other people don't. Shut up or take your conversation elsewhere.
Look at the last tip. Is that conversation being held on a cellphone? If so then leave and don't come back.
Interactions with the bands

Just because a band is hanging around doesn't mean you have to talk to them.

Don't buy six copies of a limited press vinyl.
Autographs? At a punk show? Put your tits away and buy an Aerosmith ticket. Seriously.
Under no circumstances, ever, should you be waiting in line to buy merch for a band that is onstage. If you care that much about the band, you should be singing along. If you’re in line you’re just a fanboy at a punk show because there aren't any cons that weekend.
Bands, you shouldn't even be selling merch while you’re playing. Your merch guy [if you have one] should be at the stage, or behind it, or dancing and singing along.
Don't jock one band on the entire lineup. If you’re there to see the 4th band of 5, stay for the 5th band. Stand in the back if you want, but don't clear out and leave the 'headliner' playing to their merch guy, the other bands and girlfriends.
The band does not want to hear about your shitty band that has played 3 shows.
Just because a band says to “come up and say hi,” doesn’t mean you have to follow them around all night talking to them.
Don’t give the merch guy a copy of your demo to pass along to the band. He has better shit to do.
If you aren’t an extremely hot girl your chance of talking to that lead singer for an extended period of time is very limited.
Don't follow roadies around asking for picks, drum sticks, set lists, water etc.
Don’t follow the band around asking for:
free merch
guest list access
backstage passes

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October 23, 2003

Me and my INFINITE ambiguity

Full Name: Wilfred Batas Junior
Astrological sign: Virgo
Height: 5'3"
Weight: 145ish
Birthday: September 2, 1984
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: Black.
Nicknames: JR, willie, juz0r, junior, jerr... tons of other dopey ones that aren't really too special to mention ^_^
Hometown: Bakersfield, Ca HOLLA IF YO UBALLA!!!!
Birthplace:The Angels
School: Grossmont... G G G G-UNITTTTTT
Favorite food(s): oh gosh... cow, pig and chicken are all tied!
Favorite Beverage: Blue Hawaii
Favorite book: ANYTHING and i mean ANYTHING john grisham... he pwnz ^_^!
Favorite holiday: All the pointless ones that make people want to drink more for no apparent reason
Favorite movie/movies: another stupid question that would require too much brainwork
Favorite board game: RISK!!!!!
Favorite musical instrument: Bass or drums
Favorite shirt: White t-shirt.
Favorite pair of pants: JEANS!!!!!
Favorite word/phrase: Beer...LOTS OF IT!
Favorite thing to do on the weekend: Snowboard during the season... beer off-season
Favorite character trait a person can have: Humor
Favorite car: ...?
Favorite cartoon character: Papa Smurf
Favorite actor:Ron Jeremy
Favorite actress:Eliza dushku is my wife
Least favorite fast food restaurant: McDonalds its just garbage...
Least favorite month: Ramadan
Favorite season: Wintur
Least favorite character trait a person can have: Fake bitches.

Have you and when?
Drank alcohol?: Yes... last time was umm... friday? so long ago T.T!
Broken the law?: Yes, everyday of my life
Ran away from home?: No
Broken a bone?: My humerous? or however you spell it... freshman year... it wasn't very funny ^_^
Cheated on a test?: Kinda?


Do you believe in...
Love at first sight? No
Aliens? I see them everyday... i live in sd ^_^
Horoscopes? no fucking way... but i read them out of boredom anyways ^_^
Ghosts? sure why not
Angels? yep
Heaven?kinda sketchy... but yes
Hell? Kinda... im a little iffy on the religion thing right now... i don't know why
Yourself? at times.


better...
Coke or Pepsi?Pepsi
oranges or apples?: orange JUICE apples for the fruit
One pillow or two?: well... i only have 15 right now... soon to be more HOPEFULLY
Winter or Summer Olympics?: Winter
College or Pro sports?:College
Deaf or blind?: Either... they're both good to make fun of
Pools or hot tubs?: Hot tubs are funner when you're drunk
Hot or Cold?: Cold... SHOW ME YOUR NIPPLES LADIES!!!!!

opposite sex...
Honestly, what do you notice first?: Body... then smile
Most attractive feature(s): Personality and smile
Must-have personality trait: Sense of humor is #1!
Hair color preference?: Dark
Height preference?: I'm the shortest motherfucker in the world... i can't be too picky ^_^
Thing you hate most about 'em?: ambiguity.
Thing you love most about em?: They're all pink on the inside ^_^!

When was the last time you...
Watched Bambi?: too long ago
Talked on the phone?: today sometime
Said thank you? today once again
Gave someone a hug? i dunno... i'm sure sometime this week i have
Exercised? Always =P
Read a book for fun? I read Hop on Pop before i started going to school
Punched someone?: Today? id unno.... sometime this week
you cried? September
Got a real letter?Uhh.... i have NOOOOOO clue
Do you save emails? Of course.
Took a Shower?Yesterday... i'm dirrrrrty ^_^!


What is...
Your most prized and important possession?: Knowledge... then friends/family
Your good luck charm? back pack o beer ^_^!
Your biggest pet peeve? fake fake fake people!
Your bedroom like? Not messy... my desk is though ^_^
Your biggest accomplishment: Nothing... I'm a failure by design
Your proudest moment?: Nope can't say anything either
Your biggest fear? Death... nothingness... Failure...
Your family like?Mommy, daddy, brother
The song that describes you best?: right now... uhhh... JamisonParker - Dead to the World
Your greatest talent? I can sit on my computer for more than 24 hours straight ^_^
Your most humiliating moment? umm... too many but the one that i can think of that everyone got a kick out of... and i wasn't really humiliated but my junior year we did this dance thing and i ate shit in the gym in front of everyone in school... it was great ^_^!

Who...
Has it easier, guys or girls?: Girls... they can passout and have sex... i'm jealous


Misc:
Best love song: uhh...?
Best dance song: DDR - Sweet Little Bumble Bee
Marriage? that's not a question fucking moron... its a word with a questoin mark after it... just watch me do it... Racoon?
A future family? I'm in a family already...
Future sons' names: well... if i have one right now i'll name that fucker mistake
Future girls names: stupid stupid stupid... all i have in my sperm are the X and Y Chromosomes ^_^
What has made you cry the most? honestly... that's another stupid question... i do'nt cry over one thing over and over and over and over
What do you want to be when you grow up?Succesful and happy
Worst movie you have ever seen? every movie i watch by choice... so they were all somewhat ok... but the one that i can think of is Hulk.
Person you wish dead: as of right now... NO ONE
If you could go back in time, where would you go, and why? Beginning of the universe... i wanna know what to believe in
How many cds do you have in your collection: Burned ones? or actual ones? ^^
What color sheets do you have on your bed: Plaid -blue/yellow/white
Are you proud of yourself: At times.
Chocolate or vanilla ice cream: White...always white

Do you like...
to drive?I LOVE it
Thunderstorms scary or cool: cool
Best job ever had: I've only had one... and mcdonalds fucking sucks
Favorite flower: Dee-flower
How many rings do you let the phone ring before picking up?: Umm... when my ringtone goes... i try to wait for the part that goes "TELL ALL THE ENGLISH BOYS YOU MEET!" ^_^
Do you get motion sickness?: no, bitch.
What is under your bed at home: a box spring
Roller coasters: The X is AWESOME!
Pen or pencil: Keyboard
What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? Turn your computer on stupid

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October 16, 2003

GET YOUR OWN FUCKING BOCKS!

Name: Wilfred Batas, Jr.

Do you like it? like what?

Screen names: bigxdadde, ifiulclk, jayarebisme

Birthday: September 2

Sign: virgo?

Location: san diego

Status: warned up to 75% T.T!

Virgin?in my mind, yes

Current hair color: negro (pronounced in spanish, not in racist)

Eye color: brown

Height: 5'3"

Birthplace: The Angels

Shoe size: anywhere from 7-9

[ favorites ]
Number: 13

Color: blue... DUH!

Day: the day that i'm the happiest out of the whole week

Month: November... first snow YAY!~

Song: right now... JamisonParker - Dead to the World

Food: Steak LOTS OF IT!!!!

Band: JamisonParker is currently #1 in my heart =P

Season: winter... snow+cold = hard nipples

Sport: Snowboarding

Drink: Blue Hawaii

TV Show: Family Guy

Radio Station: those suck...

Store: the internet is my store

Word: hohoho

Animal: Whale

Flower: A Womans

State: Anarchy

[ this or that ]

Me/You: Me...i'm selfish at times... right now is that time

Coke/pepsi: for alcohol, coke. for sober, pepsi

Day/night: late night status... anywhere from 12am-6am

Aol/aim: AOLInstantMessenger

Cd/cassette: mp3

Dvd/vhs: DVD

Car/truck: suv

Tall/short: everyone is taller than me

Lunch/dinner: lunch...beer is for dinner

NSYNC/BSB: dirty pop!

Britney/Christina: britney had sex with justin

Gap/Old Navy: performance fleece anyone?

Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipgloss and letdown

Silver/Gold:Neither... both drinks are chick drinks

Alcohol/Weed: Alcohol... rubbing or drinking.. either way i'll die if i drink too much of either ^_^

[ love and relationships ]

Do you have a bf/gf? no, i dont have a boyfriend

How long have you liked him/her?: ...?

Why do you like this person?: ...?

How long was your longest relationship?: 6th grade =P

How long was your shortest relationship?: 0 days

Who was your first crush? Hmmmmm... i think blair in like 3rd grade

[ the past ]

What is the one thing you would change about your past?: High school...schoolwise... you're so pampered in hs everything was easy and i still fucked up

Who is the last person you saw?: Mobey

Who is the last person you kissed?: who knows =)


Who is the last person you hugged?: i bear hugged johnny

Who is the last person you fought with?: mobey + jack

Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: my voicemail

[ future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: lesbian lover day

What are you going to do after this?: sleep

What do you wanna be?: happy.

What is one of your dreams?: drive on the autobahn... while getting road head

Where will you be in 25 years?: in front of my cool new super computer

[ have you ever ]
Drank?: yes

Smoked?: yes

Had sex?: i dunno ;)

Stolen?: i steal shit from mcdonalds everyday...


Done anything illegal?: one time i drove drunk... and had sex with a 17 year old while she was passed out without wearing a seatbelt...going 45 in a 40 zone ^_^!

Wanted to die?: always...i'm emo

Hit someone?:from the backside

[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print?: Arial bold... 12 pt in blue

Are you a lefty or a righty?: i type with both hands


Any piercings?: no

Any tattoos?: no

Do you drive?: always

Do you have glasses or braces?: glasses

Did you like this survey?: not really... i'm just bored these are all the same anyways

Do other people often tell you that your good looking?: learn how to spell then maybe i'll tell you

Do you like any celebrities? what kind of stupid last question is this? cribs makes me see how spoiled those fuckers are

Mood:Sleepy

Random AIM one-liner:CaLiQT84 (1:53:56 AM): if mason gets online tell him to watchi his back

Randomness: Mobey and Jack attacked me tonight... they turned the lights off while mobey tried spraying me with shaving cream... i whacked mobey and jack a couple of times with a pillow but mobey got the last laugh by spraying me with shaving cream... and getting the wall o_O!

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October 13, 2003

I'm just about over this whole weblog thing...

yeah, thats right assholes. this is getting really old really fast. its basically pointless for me to write any of this no one reads this shit anyways but oh well... here we go anyways
lets start off with thursday seeing as it was the weekend on thursday... umm thursday we went over to joe's pad and drank then everyone got kicked out... actually no one got kicked out the party just migrated to sigmachi so there we migrated nothing special, just drank.

friday people came over by people i mean abby, courtney, dilly, courtney's sister... nothing too special...

saturday i woke up at 930 because courtney woke me up... i took her over to dillys i picked up my check 90 dollars, yay. stayed up for a while... then went to sleep til like 4-5ish? something like that
after that tim and jack bought some cap' n coke fun times... then we headed over to my brothers place drank some cap n coke over there as well ^_^ got tosssssssed went next door to ben willys and saw merry an and her roomies sat around drank and what not there was this one guy that was disgustingly drunk, it was hillarious!!! he kept hitting on merry an, i laughed ^_^ i think he was hitting on me too o_O!!!!! but i don't blame him, i'm fucking gorgeous anywho after that all happened went back over to my brothers place and yeah... smoked some hookah, rob is my hero. and yeah... that was basically it... saturday would have to have been the bestest night of the weekend

yesterday i went grocery shopping... spented 68 bucks i have food for daaaaaaays go me!!! the people at albertsons wanted to kill me, it was awesome ^_^!
time to cook something adios all...

everyone is applying at the hyatt... not me!!!!!! i'm gangsta beezotches welp see ya later

Mood:Blah

Song:Hey Mercedes - Go on Drone

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October 07, 2003

Unoriginal

fuck me... i lost my whole update... time to do this shit ALL OVER AGAIN!!!! damn me and my fucking OCD i hate having to update...

15 years ago, I:

  • was barely let into St. Francis because of my age
  • was 4 years old
  • knew how to say the months in spanish
  • played in my first youth sports league... we were the bengals!
  • still pissed myself every now and then


10 years ago, I:

  • moved into the house where my parents currently reside
  • was in the 4th grade
  • got honor roll every quarter
  • actually tried in school
  • discovered the wonders of procrastination

5 years ago, I:

  • was a freshman at lovely Stockdale High School
  • switched the 103 JV spot with Evan Brown
  • broke my shoulder
  • discovered the joys of alcohol
  • met Brady Cowan, who introduced himself as Donkey and Ir, he was also obsessed with england

3 years ago, I:

  • drank bi-monhtly
  • got detained by the bakersfield sheriff department for being drunk
  • got caught by my parents being drunk
  • was hooked on Diablo 2
  • found the joys of hi-speed internet

1 year ago, I:

  • Moved to lovely San Diego
  • got really into the "punk rock scene" as in... that was the only music i enjoyed and listened to
  • realized that certain friendships could never be as they once were
  • accepted that I'm not God's gift to women
  • found out that "I'm emo"

Yesterday, I:

  • went to class
  • thought that I had A.D.D.
  • didn't work
  • watched The School of Rock
  • got a Cali Burrito

Today, I:

  • will wake up at 10
  • will go to class
  • work from 2-10
  • am going to shower
  • will be miserable

Tomorrow, I:

  • will hopefully get drunk
  • only have one class
  • work from 4-8
  • will tinker around on my computer
  • will get upset at some point during the day

5 snacks I enjoy:

  • Beer
  • Cheeze-its
  • GoldFish
  • Vagina
  • Fruits

5 games I like:

  • America's Army
  • Speed Quarters
  • Beer Pong/Beirut
  • Drive in my car really fast while singing on the top of my lungs
  • MooseHEAD

5 things I'd buy with $1000 dollars:

  • Snowboard Gear
  • Beer
  • a bigger memory stick for my digital Camera...or a new digital camera
  • an iPod
  • various computer accessories i.e. more ram... and/or a better video card

Top 5 Bands of the moment

  • The Early November
  • Coheed & Cambria
  • Thursday
  • JamisonParker
  • Matchbook Romance

3 bad habits that I have:

  • Driving really fast
  • Binge drinking
  • Getting emo over nothing

3 interests at the moment

  • MY Computer
  • Philosphy
  • Music...LOTS OF IT

3 TV shows I like:

  • The Real World
  • Family Guy
  • Newlyweds

3 Places I've Lived

  • My mommy's womb
  • A House
  • An Apartment

My top 3 biggest worries of the moment:

  • Failure
  • finding that one "true someone"(yes, its a woman, not a guy... assholes)
  • Money issues

My 5 biggest joys of the moment:

  • Music
  • Friends and Family
  • My computer
  • Drunkeness
  • Being alive... I guess

Mood:Emo

Song: The Early November - Make Believe

Song Lyric:

But I forget how you broke my heart,
or how you find yourself
so deathly falling for someone else, dear
And everytime
something like this happens
you always make it seem like I've done something wrong to you

Well guess what
I cant do this anymore
So next time
you're thinking about telling me what I do wrong,
think about all I let myself FORGET!

Why cant you have me and be happy at the same time?

Posted by hom0erectus at 02:37 AM | Comments (29)

October 06, 2003

Because Blogs are for reading...

NOT FOR COMMENT WARS!!!
got that high school children? amy b. nikki h.
you two do not and i repeat DO NOT stand a chance against rossm, brady, and me.

we shall persevere, and we will not faulter.

we have a texan, a filipino, and a white guy that can wail on any guitar that you throw at him.

WE ARE WEARING TOGAS AT SOME POINT THIS YEAR!!! be original amy b. we already did that ^_^!

BRADY, DONT YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! IF YOU JOIN THE WRONG TEAM OF THIS HORMONE ENRAGED BATTLE YOU WILL MEET CERTAIN DOOM!come on nikki, you don't need to threaten people to make them join your side.

they will come to the team that is just...

and i mean... did you guys honestly think brady would join your crusade? NO!!!! and especially after that threat... DON'T MESS WITH TEXAS BABY!!!! or the class of '02 for that matter... WE BE ALL UP ONS!!!!


Mood:Infuriated

Song:Coheed & Cambria - Three Evils(Embodied in Love and Shadow)

Song Lyric:

Across the floor in the hand of where we drove the drill
a cautious ear to the mouth of your confession
think of all the things we put him through
in the face of his god would he tell the truth?
still recorded were the words that dribbled out his kiss
when eyes go blind in this man of what could once become
sever the limbs off his torso in sleep
and burn what remains so the world may now see
no longer...will we wait for your answers
back to the hell where you've come from
think of all the times you've once had
write them in a letter that says goodbye
you'll listen to reason while your face down in the dirt

Posted by hom0erectus at 03:18 AM | Comments (5)

October 05, 2003

Assholes like me don't deserve fun weekends like this one.

lets recap... JamisonParker... AMAZING that's all i've gots ta say... took pics of them and what not... hahaha jamison plays barefooted!!!!! he's my hero! man... i hate going to shows to see bands... i feel like the biggest fucking fruit... i mean, i fucking LOVE music, but for some reason whenever i go to a show to watch a certain band i feel like a fucking fanboi/queer because i mean... that night it seemed like i was the only one singing along to their songs and what not... and just enjoying it like it was no ones business but i mean... it seems kidna gay for me to like a band... because i'm a guy and basically all the bands that i like are basically all guys, it just seems queer to me for some reason... anyone else feel this way? oh well so yeah... went to the show with gavin, met up with nikki over thuuuuurrrrrrr ^_^! sooo yeah... after that mark and jared met up with us... i bought my jamisonparker shirt they tried selling me their ep but i told them how i don't believe in eps... and apparently they've gone the major label route... they're with interscope i guess? oh well.... so yeah... jared, mark, gavin, and i picked up some brews and headed over to the sac... man... that place is a street! well, kinda but anywho we just drank some beers talked about life and what not, jared's new nickname is "hay hay" or is it "hey hey"? oh well... you guys get the picture, some jackass got mad at us and was rude, and we were rude back ^_^ so we drove out and went around the corner and jared pissed and knocked down a green thing and he carried it and called it his scud missile ^_^! funny ass shit then we just went home...

Friday... woke up, got a call from nikki saying mrs. bailey wanted a visit... visited her, she's so fucking awesome.
so yeah... went to china bistro... so yeah... i'm driving to china bistro... i'm on ming... and i see all these fucking cars, and i'm like wtf? why are there so many fucking cars here at the marketplace at this time... and i look around... i see so many "join arnold" signs and shit... all this pro arnold stuff... and something in my head clicks "maybe arnold is here"so i park... i see all these barricades and shits so yeah... umm i hear honking and what the fuck woudl you know?! its eric molinar, he tells me arnold was there... so yeah he was there, i ate some cb, went to timmays. and yeah... i went to dinner with TIM i'm an asshole T.T! soooorrrrrry nikki, i'm too scurred of your daddy to go alone so yeah... went ot akiras... tim's dad is funny... he was talking to kt's bf saying "if you liked me daughter you'd eat all your soup" soooo funny ^_^! but yeah.... after that... went home... then to nikkis... funny how things work out i was scared as all hell i thought her dad was gonna shoot me with their invisible guns that are invisible on their gunrack o_O! so yeah... after that went over to brent's/nick's/trevor's nothing big.. just drank... didn't even drink... then after that we took off to some guys apt on white lane and gosford and yeah.. met up with casey and eric, funny guys, grew up with them, shit doesn't change ^_^! so yeah... took a shot of jager... very first shot of jager EVER but yeah... after that went home... then todaaaaaaay! oooooooh today!!!!! i wented squirrel hunting! i shot me two squirrels and a lizard! O-W-N-E-D so yeah... that was reallllllllly fun! shot my very first gun ^_^! well... non-bb gun and such... really cool, i'm so fukcing trigger happy its disgusting. tried shooting some birds, i missed BIG TIME but oh well, sooo much fun... so yeah, after that we tooked off to home and what not, i ate food and such then after that i went and took off to sd... and i didn't hangout with amy b. sorry amy b!! so yeah... i drove to sd, made pretty quick time, used the most amount of gas ever, just about the whole tank. so yeah... i got a voicemail from amy b. saying that she was off work and i was like oh fuck me. so then i called her... and talked for a while and yeah... she's not mad at me, thank god ^_^ neither is nikki ^_^! i'm so lucky they're both soooo forgiving ^_^! i didn't see mikal chu either T.T!!! sorry my korean princess there shall be more days... but yeah, i cruised at 100mph for a good long while... that's how my gas died... i tolded merry an that i'd call right when i hit the 8... and that if she didn't answer i'd be upset... so now here i am at home... i called her right when i hit the 8... no answer T.T!!!! oh well i'm over it ^_^ i didn't really mind anyways... so yeah i'm at home listening to the new early november cd, it fucking rocks... now i just want to sleep because i don't awnt ot work, adios all... and sorry to amy b., nikki, and mikal chu... all in alphabetical order, nothing special about alphabetical... i told you all i was gonna hangout... and NO i didn't do you know why?! BECAUSE I'M AN ASSHOLE!!!! and i didn't deserve to have that much fun this weekend T.T!!!! adios

p.s. i have more pics

Mood:Pissy

Song:The Early November - Dinner at the Money Table

Song Lyric:

i've got a day and reason
why i should not believe in anything anymore
whats this for?
my time will spend
i've got all these memories
that i cannot believe in
'cause i don't know where i've been all these years all these years
and do you know this reason i hope that you can see it
'cause i will not give up and we all know what you've done again
i can see right through you, you're making your way over again again
two days after leaving and i don't have a reason
to keep you from being here
i don't stare these thoughts away
i know that you know this, but i could never get you
to believe all my fears
is this your clear?
i think so

Posted by hom0erectus at 03:01 AM | Comments (1)

October 02, 2003

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY FUKCING FITZPATRICK LYNOTT!!!!

OOOOOOOOH my gosh!!!!!! what a FUCKED UP NIGHT!!!! tim bought us wine.... we got drunk... WE POUNDED BIG ASS MASON JARS OF WINE!!!!! i pounded some mimosas! BIG ASS MASON JARS OF MIMOSAS!!!! i got waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay tossssssssedd!!!!!!! apparently crystal got drunk too... its also her birfday... she drove home because she got waaaaaaaaay emo.... so yeah... lets recap today....

i went to my aunts funeral T.T!!!

rest in piece auntie rose :( i hope you're doing well...

but yeah... on a brighter note... i hung out with mi familia all day long... it was fun hanging out with them... saddening at times... but all in all... good to see them -_-

got home at around 951ish.... took two hours exactly to get from my cousins house to home... got home... and yeah... tim said he was getting alcohol so i put money down for wine and here ia m... drunk as shit...

crystal got mad at tim... tim is sad... i feel bad for him T.T!!! britni is asleep in mobey's bed, in hopes of getting some dick... jack is passed out on his bed... tim is asleep on my floor, johnny is passed out on his bed... and chris is passed out on the futon downstairs ^_^_^__^^!!!!! so yeah.... i'm making my trip back to bako sometime today.... i'm missing class... so yeah i'll be in town hopefully asap ^_^!!!!! but i gotta sleep... then pack... then pick up my check... thne gas... THEN JAMISONPARKER HOLLA IF YOU BALLA JIGGA!!!!!!!! thats basically it... i'm too drunk... too much in the non-caring mood to add more shit... til later my children... til i have more pics... til everything/SUNDAY! this is my last post, farewell my childrens

Mood:Druuuuuunk

Song:Taking Back Sunday - The Great Romances of the 20th Century

Song Lyric:

September never stays this cold
where I come from and you know
i'm not one for complaining
but i'd love the way you'd roll excuses off the tip of your tounge
as i slowly fall apart


Posted by hom0erectus at 05:23 AM | Comments (3)